an immatured girl like me needs her father's love more than anything else. no one could ever pamper me like he does and nobody could ever take his place. i admit im lost in my own world cause he has yet to take me out from this very imaginative world of mine to reality. like every father, he wishes the best for me. but as for now, nobody could held their hands like how he used to do it to me. i just miss hugging him, kissing him and lying by his side while he stroke my head. can i ever have that moment again?

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Woootz! Me juz woke up la. And have got nothing better to do. Hahs. Urmmm.... yesterday moon, zack and jaraad sleep over..Hahs. They crapz! Slept late coz was video calling with Hawa. She played her guitar and i sang. It was full of crap! It was fun though. We should do it again some time. Today she's having her last paper. Good Luckz Babe! Having cousins whom we only meet like once a year to sleep our place is kinda fun. Ouhkayy...im freaking missing someone. Issit F or M? Haha...muhammad? No Way! Maybe its Khai..But im unsure. He has been ignoring me for idunnoewhy reason. Moon is the center attraction now, and for once what she said is true. I guess i have to stop being sarcastic to elderlys and not answer back to my mum in front of my families. Cause the blame is to my mum and not to us. She open up my heart and mind. Hrmm... and i had a few weird dreams just now....Like one is about nani and the other is about pak besar. I know im busy and kinda stuff but hey, i still do sms my cuzns asking about my nani okayy...and the response is always positive. Lols. Much of my caring-ness... Hrmm....i wonder how come he cant come down to bedok for my birthday but he can come down to simei just to pick her up on a normal day. Im not jealous or anything but come on! Its a fact. You're just being bias! Freaking guys woth some initial 'F' upfront. Not all 'F's though...my Mr F isnt, hopefully... I remember my bestie even came down to bugis just to meet me before i go Aussie but you... you made up a reason like, 'i cant bear to see my loved ones go' or 'i dont want your family to think of it the wrong way'. Bullshit sia! Now then i realise its not worthy to have u even as a bestfriend. I dunnoe why i think im hating you. But in a way, i still have yet not done with you. How you changed my life, thats how im gonna pay back....Muahahahah! and Bla bla bla. im tired. Am suppose to get ready to go to the mosque and im not. WTF?! Hahs. Kayy...til here, Tata~

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