16th september 2011, friday.

Mon's chapter is over, now its me and fae.

Before him, i was seeing a guy named Syazwan.

a guy who changed my life tho he is 1 yr younger than me.

but he went missing and i thought he didnt love me, so i met fae.

which i thought was my rebound, but see where we are now...

he is like the moon to my nights and the stars to my moon.

i never would ask for someone better, he is perfect just the way he is.

p.s. life has to go on. whats past is past, never regret it. =D

for the past 2 months i was having such a wonderful time, and now, im back to all loner. i mean since he left me, no doubts, im a loner, emo, yada yada, but yeah i still talk alot, tho its not as much as before. i tried to move on and date guys but they end up telling me im not ready to move on a new relationship and they left. how wonderful was that? and as crazy as i can be i was close to a butch, luckily, there's no spark in between us YET. lol. i swear i wish i could move on, but nah, or maybe not yet, it would take time i guess. but whatever it is, i cant wait to fly off, damn, i wanna fly like tomorrow, but i guess i cant its like in a few months. i am effing missing rahmah , kak moon, and mak besar now. been 2 months i slept their house and spend most of my time with them, and suddenly its soo quiet and lonely, all alone at home all over again. haizzzz, but the good part is that i cn concentrate on my studies. but i cant seem to put anything in my head right now. darnnnn~

ps. i miss you alot. =(